INFINITY- A SENSUAL BEGINNING

you lose out on basic things

that you think are not much important

though they complete you from within

it’s your sheer carelessness

you lose out on making people realize

that how much you care for them

it’s how you’d decided to take things

for you’d thought of your betterment

you lose out on your last train home

and the way you criticize the world

the world’s not a scoundrel

because you have nothing to offer

Certainly you lose out on living life

you don’t know its worth

it’s your own precious life

don’t destroy it for the world

(This time I’ve tried something new. I’ve tried my hand at writing a song. It’s my first song, please comment. I' won’t be baffled if you say that it’s bad)

I don't need to close my eyes

to find you in my closets every time

I may seem lonely under the scorching sun

but you're the crowd beside me when i wanna have fun

the leaf-like smell of your hair

I sense it on my body

when you hugged me to overcome my fears

oh my dear  please come near, i won't nag you and we'll both love Sarah

hey baby please don't go

the papers say that he'll be with me but nothing can separate you and him

you'll be the father, I'll be the mother

he'll enjoy his parents deeply loving each other

just come over to see him once

I'm sure you won't go

when she wriggles her miniature fingers

it seems like your first touch of on my nakedness

don't make me sob in the washroom's corner

I see your face beaming over the top

baby please come home

I'm still alone

on this hospital's bed

when i close my eyes the flashback starts

you might have forgotten

that we were together since we were one

I'd let you kiss my Barbie doll

in return of tossing your lucky coins

the time's not change but that it's our doll like baby and more precious than those coins Sarah

come kiss her, toss her, she's missing you baby please come home

She and I are alone

please come home

Because I don’t need to close my eyes to find you in my closets every time

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They stripped each other's clothes one by one while playing scrabble. In first few games Prashant won and stripped her scarf, loosened her Louis Vinton belt and untied her Gucci shoes. In the following games, Aarakshi, still voluptuous, didn't give him a chance to touch her body till he was almost naked with just his underwear covering the main part. As soon as he was completely naked, she herself stripped her clothes, unable to control her desperation. They both were ready- for a sexual intercourse for the first time on their own bed in their newly owned house. Ever since Prashant had left for the job to the US, she waited for an eternity for this to happen. She thanked her mother-in-law for calling Prashant back to his land after an unexpected death of his father, and persuading him to join their flourishing family business. Her mother-in-law immediately joined a missionary while she and Prashant moved to a different mansion of their own. He earned quite a lot than he spent and this was the reason that he didn’t join his family business when he’d the skills to earn for himself. They both stood naked beside the bed. Her celibacy accentuated her desperation even more. Now, it was time to admire him and make him feel that she was same as before her marriage- she'd same pleasing curves which he admired in him and he'd same childlike innocence. However, this time they prepared themselves for a plan - a plan to make babies. Now, she didn’t have to tolerate that rubber in her body, no matter however soft it was. After all, it had been seven years that she waited to have kids- getting them ready for their first day to the school, teaching them how to comb hair, giving them good night kisses every night and every morning and choosing for them.

They both waited for each other to make the first move and after a few seconds of silence and deep breaths, Prashant started to admire her breasts. She curled her tongue and bit her lower lip with shyness. A scene came alive in front of her eyes when she was nineteen and they had sex for the first time. Then Prashant, just eighteen, after kissing her, moved his hands firmly over her breasts. His firm touch now seemed as if she were nineteen again. Smart, intelligent, masculine and shy Prashant was a cutie-pie during his schooling. Almost every girl in his class felt for him; however, he liked his senior Aarakshi who was the most beautiful that he’d ever seen. Being on bed with the girl he’d liked made him feel highly elated. After a long foreplay, their souls entwined to make their first baby after seven years of their marriage. Her face beamed and she saw her eyes glistering through his while laying on him, still naked and blissfully seductive, almost reaching the orgasms.

Two months later, both perplexed, with Aarakshi showing no signs of an impregnated woman, consulted a sexologist. The sexologist found Aarakshi’s body allergic to condoms and announced that she’d had too much sex years ago and now would not be able to carry a child.

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Quite lately I’ve decided how to go about my third book. I’ve stated researching on it. My research includes reading various scriptures namely The Bhagwat Geeta, the Holy Quran, the Bible, the Guru Granth Sahib and many more alike. The book is expected to be a combination of spiritual and material world. It’ll include fiction as well as it’ll comprise teachings of great sages.

For now, I’ve the central character in my mind named Saira. A peaceful character that sees an awful death of her grandmother, indulges in reading what LIFE AFTER DEATH means. She goes through all the readings that I’m researching on it at present and finally she also dies. She sees the path through seven heavens to meet the God. Either she could take the re-birth road to the materialistic world or to a world of God.

What is God and where he resides; is all the book will be about.

You can give me suggestions for the title

Till now I’ve decided for THE AFTEREFFECTS/IN SEARCH OF GOD

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Sanjay Kataria

I met you out of curiosity
you made my life legendry
your kindness pleased me
to be the one i always wanted to be

You were my senses when i couldn't feel
you were my heart when i couldn't beat
you were almost everything that i could dream
I wish you were there with me

Your eyes were brighter than the sun
your smile was wider than the a thousand kilometre run
when you outstretched your arms the horizons merged
To make a new beginning after everything surged

I never wanted you to let go
abstaining me to cheer and to wow
i was left alone midst depression
wish i could call for a revolution

If God's great to let me find you, again
I'll request you to throw me and slain
for i could never hurt you
though you did, but I couldn't be you

They all say me that I unknowingly fear
where are you, oh my recherché dear
I'm waiting to be slain
to be "In Love" trained